YET AGAIN!

Cozy chants,
cheezy cheers,
sounding loud in my halved developed ears
resound a sound not dear but near,
behind the smiley faces of each celebrants
were filed cases of separation and disintegration;
heartbreaks and neck breaks
lo ! the heap drawing surely gave them out as intruders
not because my world had no one
but it recognized none-

yet again, her faint melanin smile
shuffled my mood out of the space of doubt,
her stilled voice calmed the turbo voices in my tiny head;
the odd voice knew me more than I to her
and I had known its melodies in some life time,
not here but the other,
as it was a voice of surety and sobriety;
sure of a heart to love and to be loved
 a heart to fight the world for me
and a heart to love even when I'm loved-

yet again,
as age graced me in eve
I was adamant to embrace a lost rib
I reckoned
as nature matched me with a woman
not as the former,
she promised me the heavens
yet again we passed through hell with no transit
on a bare feet
for a high feast-
duly she became an ex with an X
on my heart as a spot to spot a spot,
and she took heels like a sport,
renouncing our bond and denying me to pond,
ravaging colorful moments
and fading crystal memories,
she scraped the soul like the sharp rays from the sun,
scorching hideous angles of opaque ventures,

yet again,
               fate is a woman